This past year,

I have shed more then a couple of tears,

This heart has hurt more,

then I thought it ever could before.

What confusion you have put me through,

I still can’t figure out what about all of this is true.

None of it matters though because this heart is battle hardened,

for you these tiny cracks you caused, I have pardoned.

Pen to paper, I paint these pages with our days.

Every second another corner in the maze,

where will we find ourselves in the end?

Lovers or best friends?

These secret glances we send,

others around us can’t even begin to comprehend.

I have kept all of our secrets hidden under my tongue,

becoming whispers on the breath as air is sent into my lungs.

Inhaling fresh air, I breath you deeply in.

Keep you somewhere deep within,

No one but us will know the whole truth.

I can’t say I hated spending my youth,

wasting away the hours with you.

Listening to songs and singing the lyrics we knew,

I would sing songs that would make our hearts beat faster.

We are one train wreck, one beautiful disaster.

I would have it no other way.

Human error tore us apart,

and fate joins again our two hearts.

Fate knows what our hearts call out for,

and yes baby I am sure.

That when we find our star,

as you play your guitar,

singing out in the overpass,

my intentions as clear as glass,

that one day I promised you many times,

will finally be yours and mine.

That one day I said where everything would be ok

is not tomorrow, it is right here today.

That one day where I said I would hold you tight,

baby that one day is tonight.

That one day where I said nothing else would matter,

it is right here, amidst the cars that clatter,

beneath us.

This is love baby not lust.

I would have it no other way.