http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/ Hidden Messages Wed, 07 Jun 2006 23:50:06 PDT http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. Poetry Relationships Gay and lesbian lifestyles http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/archive/136.html Thu, 08 Jun 2006 04:48:24 GMT This body has to be fit to measure, Slice and dice until I am perfect. I am just the person you always wanted. Trim a little off of the nose, fix my eyes, I don’t want them to look deeply any more. Dye this hair brown, make it wavy, as it cascades over my shoulders. Cover up the spot, you kissed, just before you had to go... I don’t want anyone else to know. Make this body, an hour glass figure. I want to look sickly pale, and anorexic flat. I don’t want to be the person I use to call me anymore. The reflection in the mirror that I see, tells me a story I don’t want... (more) http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/comments?id=136 http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/archive/135.html Thu, 08 Jun 2006 04:47:50 GMT I drained my body of all the strength I had left. Somewhere along the way, I abandoned myself. Hope is just what smolders, after the flame is too weak to burn. These hands are too busy, catching tears, to protect the flame from breath. Your words settle in the bottom of my stomach, to evaporate with time, and find a resting place, deep in this warring mind. I never wanted you to be unhappy. You cry at night, and fumble over empty bottles, trying to find just one more, to wash it all away. I am too weak to help you, even if I knew what to say. What else can I offer you, but... (more) http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/comments?id=135 http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/archive/134.html Wed, 07 Jun 2006 06:36:44 GMT This past year, I have shed more then a couple of tears, This heart has hurt more, then I thought it ever could before. What confusion you have put me through, I still can’t figure out what about all of this is true. None of it matters though because this heart is battle hardened, for you these tiny cracks you caused, I have pardoned. Pen to paper, I paint these pages with our days. Every second another corner in the maze, where will we find ourselves in the end? Lovers or best friends? These secret glances we send, others around us can’t even begin to comprehend. I have... (more) http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/comments?id=134 http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/archive/133.html Mon, 05 Jun 2006 21:07:10 GMT Twisting the dial on the stereo, to turn up the music, as high as it will go. Drowning out the voices, from the memories, that play continuously in my head. Fuck it, fuck it, fuck it. Gripping the pillow against my ears, tossing and turning against the sheets, the more I try to silence you, the louder you seem to get. This Novocain of music, won’t work anymore. I am trying to find my fix, where is my fix? If you find my fix, stick the needle in my arm. Stick the pill under my tongue, just silence this voice in my head. I am fighting you but you are stubborn. You won’t... (more) http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/comments?id=133 http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/archive/132.html Sun, 04 Jun 2006 00:25:39 GMT “We are a secret, They will never know.” by the tone of your voice, I could tell you doubted what you said. Repeating the same line, Won’t take the sour from the taste, of the words. You try to convince yourself, that someway we will win this war. All we have won are these scars, with many more to come. Instead of fighting, I will give in. Pick myself up, ready to stumble down again. I stumble whole, while you fight becoming just pieces, of yourself. “We should fight for our happiness, We deserve to be happy.” You said calmly. I ask you to tell me, ARE YOU... (more) http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/comments?id=132 http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/archive/131.html Sat, 03 Jun 2006 21:56:22 GMT Hands of leather brush against this bare skin, eyes so numb, stare down at me. Taught hips push down against mine, grinding with one low groan from my lips. She asks me, “Is this what you want?” Her eyes burn this hole in me, there is a question just behind her pupil. Pleading for me to not touch her, to not use her, like all the others. Hot. Sweat. Kisses. They won’t do anything but bring back memories. She presses her lips to my neck, “Do you like it when I kiss you there?” As I laid there I wondered, what happened to the flame? that burned so bright in her blue... (more) http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/comments?id=131 http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/archive/130.html Wed, 24 May 2006 00:52:55 GMT I walk through this city, without much of a purpose. Hand in hand I go with the strangers of the night, street lamp light burning bright. Four more hours and the sky will set fire, as the dawn breaks through. This restless mind, wont let these eyes stay closed. I am not sure where this road goes, but I am going to be wherever it ends up. If I have any luck, I can find what I have lost on my way there. Just maybe, if the stars have decided to make amends with me, I will lose that part of me, that does not know how to let go. Walking in front of dead buildings, with cold... (more) http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/comments?id=130 http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/archive/129.html Mon, 22 May 2006 23:27:20 GMT Why, dear girl, are those tears falling from your eyes? Those eyes of yours, should only see clear, with occasional tears of joy, trickling down your cheeks. I do not know what words, will solve this heartache for you. But my arms are always open, for you. When you fall into them, know I will catch you. Tuck you safely against my body, kiss the top of your head, and I won’t let you go until you tell me. Until you tell me to… When you are in my arms, I will give you all of the world, that lies in the palm of my hands. I will tell you, exactly how it feels. This is not... (more) http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/comments?id=129 http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/archive/128.html Sun, 21 May 2006 00:27:38 GMT Sitting here and talking, knowing exactly what we mean, by our secret code talk. Fighting back these tears, by singing inside of my head. Distract these thoughts, from what is happening right here. I know, this won’t work for long. You stare at me, this awkward silence, you are about to break. “Will you look at this real quick?” And we pretend again, like the conversation we just had, was just any other. I want to ask you, how you would feel if I was not here, if I became another life lost in the crowd, and you would never deal with me again. “ Sure.” I say, reading... (more) http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/comments?id=128 http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/archive/127.html Sun, 21 May 2006 00:11:25 GMT how many more nights do I have to sit, waiting for your call on the phone, only to know you are with her? I can just think of everything you are doing with her. She is touching you, she is kissing you, she is caressing your hand, and holding you close. Everything we have said, All of the memories between us, they mean nothing to you? When you tell me that you care for me today, it won't mean anything when you lay in her arms tonight. You are reckless with hearts, my body is made of glass, all of my organs one menagerie. With one swift moment, the words your lips... (more) http://poetryinmotion.blogdrive.com/comments?id=127